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twitface II

Hey, my twitter feed is now located on the sidebar of this blog. I likely update twitter several times a day in lieu of lenthy blog posts. This at least helps me to feel connected and archive ideas that I may want to write about or reference at a later point.

Feel free to follow me on twitter, or comment on my ‘tweets’ on wordpress. It’s all about staying connected!

PEACE,

aletha

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Synthesized

Life seems to be best encapsulated by music (for me lyrics usually) but I will refrain from posting an entire song on here today. The one that’s been running through my mind is Synthesized by The Epoxies (again, another DDR-X pick).  Look it up on you tube if you want. ‘Nuff said.

Anyhow .. have been feeling more creative lately and small bit sof narrative, story, questions, etc. are coming out. The challenge is to keep them going, hopefully to produce something tangible.  We shall see.

In other news … have been working on modeling, putting together a portfolio. I should have some photos up on flickr soon from two photographers I met … Also secured a position [on-call]  figure modeling for a large art center in the area. Have yet to do a class there though.

Hey check out my etsy shop!  www.alethafaye.etsy.com  – Free form and custom crochet & knit goods.

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Love letter

It’s been a few weeks since the last letter/post here. I want people to know (in case they are worried) that things are fine – I’ve just been going in and out of a general disappointment with situations, people.  The other side of that is that thankfully the friends I have made here do shine through and remind me of all that is worthwhile in Utica.

Lately I have been reading this cheesy compilation of historical love letters. They are charming, and quite fascinating … I guess I am looking for some answers or questions to my own emotions.

In any case, I am posting a ‘love poem’ that I wrote a few months ago, really a found poem, composed from lines of imho one of the best lyrical albums ever – Vespertine, by Bjork.  * Disclaimer: One of the songs on the album in an e. e. cummings poem set to music, and of course I had to borrow some of those lines.*  The music on this album is very powerful, and this poem, for me, is erotic but sad and dark.

 

I have a recurrent dream

  pedaling through the dark currents

of the pleasure in me,

  looking hard for moments of shine.


Through the warmest cord of care

  your love was sent to me.

I’m not sure what to do with it.


Swirling black lillies totally  ripe …

Feel my breath on your neck

  and your heart will race

But careful, careful

  There lies my passion hidden,

there lies my love.

I will take the sun in my mouth.

Will I complete the mystery of my flesh?


I wake up

   and the day feels broken.

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Reducing your consumption

If you have a chance / are interested, take a minute to check out the Animal Writings blog right now. He’s put together a really comprehensive bunch of strategies and tips for meat-eaters to reduce their meat consumption and increase vegetable and fruit consumption – something which I think we can all agree is a good thing, whether or not you give a fig about animals, their welfare, or their rights as sentient beings. You also have a right to great health, and shouldn’t keep yourself confined just because you’ve been raised in a culture that teaches you to eat meat as a default without ever seemingly asking your consent. You actually have a choice!  Choose more vegetables!!

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Some Updates …

 Things will smooth out/slow down soon, but here’s an update.

 Work:  I am still working at the O-D/Pennysaver.  At my suggestion, the building manager is putting in recycling bins on all floors and the employee productivity committee is taking my corporate wellness/yoga suggestions seriously. I leave vegetarian propoganda around the break room (and people eat it up! pun intended) and make vegan muffins for my coworkers so they can see what they’re missing ;)

Home life: looking for a new apartment by the end of the month. And yes, my last name is now Asay-Stewart. Wedding photos forthcoming!!  It was an awesome event with family and community all around us. Many told us it was the most down-to-earth ceremony they’ve attended … awwww.

What I’m reading: The newest issue of Bitch Magazine (yeeehaww) and journalism by Keith Harmon Snow.

 Will be adding more links to my blogroll soon. Tuesdays and Wednesdays are so slow at work that I surf half the day (unfortunately) but I haven’t been writing b/c I couldn’t find my wordpress password. Now I got it, it’s all good…. hmm but I guess I COULD actually be writing at work. <Good point, Self.>

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Cluster & Fruit … flies

Wow time flies … this week has been so PACKED I haven’t had much time to sit down and write. Of course that’s when I start getting a lot of creative ideas.  I just wrote an editorial … to be published under a psydonym in the Pheonix. Stay tuned for that one.

Hunny has an art opening tomorrow night, so he’s been working on it pretty much every night. He’s still not back right now (11:30pm). It’s a collaborative show, using text, poetry, and painting to show the evolution of the relationship of the two artists. He will be performing spoken work tomorrow night at the Resonance Center at the opening.  Unfortunatley, this is the last show at the lower Genesee Street location until further notice … the R.C. is moving. We’re not sure where to yet.

They had a fund raising auction last Saturday, which was more fun than I’ve had in a while. We ended up dropping $125 on an original Adam Spiridilozzi piece …. worth every penny that could’ve bought groceries and paid our phone bill this month. If I had a camera I would post it here. The painting has taken the most prominent place in our apartment, in the living room as soon as you walk in.

Then come the flies. The kitchen is a mess, a mish mash of half diced onion, garlic peels, dirty dishes and empty condiment bottles as we paw around for remenants that can be assembled into a meal. Neither of us have been around at the same time this week for meal times, and with our various odd eating proclivities, the flies have been having a field day.  I washed half the dishes yesterday on N’s promise that he would do the other half … in the meantime they’ve doubled again.

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Justice for Native Women

OK. So I ended up writing a 1200 word piece which I think fairly summarizes the Amnesty Study and the situation of sexual assault on Indigenous women in the U.S.  As a descendant of Great Lakes Potawatomi women on both sides of my family, I had moments writing this where I was simultaneously infuriated/hopeless/scared  (=motivation) and I wondered whether I am here as a result of sexual assualt used in cultural conquest. 

In the end, I provide an objective report, not a rant or plea. No, I am not down with victimhood.

Mostly I am GRATEFUL that there are people out there working ALL THE TIME for justice for these types of crimes. And I am one of them by writing it and putting it out there.

I can’t put all of it on here, because it will be published next week in The Utica Phoenix, but here is a taste:

Jaime (a psuedonym) was raised within a tightly knit family on the Oneida reservation in Upstate New York. At age 18, against her family’s wishes, she married an older, non-Native man and moved an hour away from the reservation to an unfamiliar town. When the relationship turned abusive, she had nowhere to go – her father had disowned her and her family would not talk to her. In her eighth month of pregnancy, her jealous husband violently raped her and almost beat her to death.

After the baby was born and Jaime was unable to work, her husband became increasingly rageful against her. She was scared to tell him that she was pregnant again, and feared for her life. The desperately traumatized 20-year old took matters into her own hands and killed him before he could kill her.

Her nightmare did not end there however, as she found herself in jail, separated from her babies and suffering abuse at the hands of prison guards, who used their authority to subjegate her. She suffered nightmares and depression, reliving the trauma of her domestic relationship. One day, the head guard in her unit caught her in the laundry room alone and brutally raped her. Her testimony was not taken seriously until a number of other victims came forward and the guard was put on trial.

Jaime’s story, unfortunately, is not uncommon. The criminal justice system has failed women, and especially Native and minority women, in investigating and persecuting sexually violent crimes.

For Native women, though, the condition is worse than anyone had ever imagined. A major report published by Amnesty International in May 2007 found that American Indian women are at 2.5 times greater risk of being raped than non-Native women. In addition, the report found that one in three Native women are sexually assaulted or raped during her lifetime, as compared to one in five in the general population. Most of the time, the attackers were never brought to justice.

These and other shocking statistics on sexual assault against Native women and the twisted legal system which offers them little recourse, were finally brought to light with this landmark report – “Maze of Injustice: the failure to protect indigenous women from sexual violence.”

While the report focused on the almost 50% of America Indian women living on reservations (called Indian Country), it speaks volumes for these silent sufferers, the systemized discrimination inherent in such alarming findings, and the efforts being made by Native women themselves to reverse the problem.

Prior to colonization of the Americas, indigenous women usually held esteemed and integral positions in Native society. Crimes against women were few and when committed, punished severely. This is in contrast to the settler’s culture, which was male-dominated. It is no accident that rape and gender-based discrimination in dealing with the Natives were used as tools of conquest and assimilation.

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What I’m Writing TWO

Oh yeah. I sent this in to my local paper who was soliciting “Veiwpoint” pieces on the local zoo [*I've had one other piece in the Viewpoints section*]. I know I don’t have the most popular ‘opinion’ on this, but I gave it a shot. The topic was whether taxpayers should continue to fund the Utica Zoo. My response didn’t make it:

Since the Zoo has been struggling for so long to make ends meet, we have to keep in mind the quality of life for the animals. Zoos, and this one in particular, are an unfortunate byproduct of antiquated values about wildlife and conservation education. They are exploitative of animals and an insult to sensible humanity.

Rather than enable the mismanagement of this facility to continue, the Zoological Society should focus on making a plan to ethically shut down the facility as the animals come to the end of their natural lives. The Zoo could also focus on creating better conservation education programs like wildlife rehabilitation and release. A transition to this kind of education which does not use live animals in unnatural environments would be ideal. That way, kids and people learn respect for nature without the exploitation.

To people who say that zoos are fun because kids get to see live animals, I argue that conservation education can be even more fun; conservation programs would be constructive and encourage more critical and abstract thinking, without the passive activity of viewing caged animals.

I realize it is not popular opinion that zoos are exploitative, but they are. Slavery was thought normal until many people stood up and said it was wrong. It would be great if the Zoological Society took a stand on this issue and were really advocates for animals instead of perpetuating this self-interested drain on local economy.

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What I’m Writing page

I went to start a “what I’m writing” Page but moved it to here.  I think I meant it as a way to keep track of different projects, but not sure that I want to post all that. I rewrote my resume to just list my published writing and design projects, so I will post some of that there later. 

It’s literally 4:30 am and I have not been able to sleep – partially due to the suphedrine I took 12 hours ago (?!) and also because of the many ideas/queries/pitch ideas coming into my head. I have been reading this great little ’start up’ book called Get a Freelance Life and unfortunately my time doesn’t seem to keep up with all the things I want to do/feel like I have to do.

One article I am working on right now for our local paper is on sexual assault on Native American women, which is an unbelievable 2.5x higher rate than the American average. Also, there is very little prosecution b/c of jurisdiction issues with Native lands and other legal loopholes and cultural problems that give women very little recourse. In Alaska, where there is the highest rate of violence against Native women, there is something like, only one women’s shelter for a 500 mile radius. What?!!    So I haven’t figured out an angle on this one yet, beyond being righteously upset by it.   Amnesty International did a big report on it here (pdf).

In other news, here is something funny and absurd sent to me by a friend – The Yes Men went into a huge oil conference in Canada, posing as oil reps and presented a plan to use human bodies as the fuel of the future (scarily, this kind of makes sense!). They were taken seriously, to a point. No charges could be made against them as they did nothing illegal. They did get the stage in front of up to 20,000 people though. Maybe they got someone’s attention.

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